i hear a lot of women and girls in their late teens and early twenties carry on about the number of men they sleep with at a particular time.
how they are always getting it and how everyone just wants them. and how awesome it is. how it’s more than just one person. how they are [...]
your sexual freedom comes with a price.
grounding high horses
i read a tweet sometime in the last few weeks and i think it was from, http://twitter.com/dopegirlfresh, and it was pertaining to how one shouldnt get so judgemental about others when we were there ourselves. im sure it didnt say that exactly but that’s what i took from it and i wanted to credit her [...]
it’s the first of the month
i can hardly believe that a year of my life has already passed. it’s been the longest seeming year ever and the shortest seeming year at the same time. i dont know if that quite makes sense.
i think im going to resolve that my new year starts every year on june 1st.
i can say that [...]
one year later
i probably wont remember march 12th for the rest of my life…but i might.
i’d just gotten back in sac from being at my grandma’s with my mom helping my grandma deal with my grandpa’s passing. my mom had actually said something about me going back to sac and her staying with my grandma for a [...]
there is light
last week my bestfriend, Tofu De La Moore, http://www.tofu916.com and I were chatting over instant messages about the state of our lives and our minds. I will go into my mindstates and how i feel but i wont divulge his side of shit because it aint my business to put out.
And for once I can [...]
why i fucking hate you 3/19/07
i hate you because i only let you see a piece of me at a time. and if youve seen many pieces and try to play me because you see a weakness i really fucking hate you.
you are so busy trying to decode the inner workings of me, you miss the bigger picture and it [...]
rehab ruminations. 11/11/07
i did something last night that i have been doing for the last 14 nights in a row…and in doing so i realized i dont need to be anyone’s anything.
i have me, and as fucked up as i am in all my emotions and actions, i crack myself up. mind you i probably look [...]
love, eighteen year old style
you know how alarms go off in your whole body telling you get away, dont do it, he is NOT good for you.
at first i heeded the alarm. and then fell into oh he isnt that bad.
he was 20 and i was 17. my best friends older brother.
2 duis at age [...]
white girl not of caucasian descent
cocaine, yola, soft, piff…
ive been in love with this bitch for the last 8 years of my life. we have a great relationship when we see each other on a limited basis, but i seek her out like a sick woman who goes back to the man who beats her day after day. i come [...]
