one year later

i probably wont remember march 12th for the rest of my life…but i might.
i’d just gotten back in sac from being at my grandma’s with my mom helping my grandma deal with my grandpa’s passing.  my mom had actually said something about me going back to sac and her staying with my grandma for a [...]

originally written january 25th

i will wake up and realize that me loving you, leads me to acting out in the ways that harm myself. that me loving you wont ever go further than the fantasy world i play out in my head. and even though i know you are there for me, you really aren’t. most [...]