it’s the first of the month

i can hardly believe that a year of my life has already passed. it’s been the longest seeming year ever and the shortest seeming year at the same time. i dont know if that quite makes sense.
i think im going to resolve that my new year starts every year on june 1st.
i can say that [...]

love, eighteen year old style

you know how alarms go off in your whole body telling you get away, dont do it, he is NOT good for you.
at first i heeded the alarm. and then fell into oh he isnt that bad.
he was 20 and i was 17. my best friends older brother.
2 duis at age [...]