it’s the first of the month

i can hardly believe that a year of my life has already passed. it’s been the longest seeming year ever and the shortest seeming year at the same time. i dont know if that quite makes sense.
i think im going to resolve that my new year starts every year on june 1st.
i can say that [...]

family

easter sunday. april twelth. last year on this day amari’s father was arrested on outstanding warrants in a routine traffic stop. it really wasnt routine though. we were on our way to his brothers house at 2am in need of a place to crash for the night because my car wasnt comfortable for the two [...]

my sweet valentine

my valentine showed up five days early.  miss amari valentina meqel was born february 9th, 2009 at 2.49 am.  she came out crying and ready for a bottle (lol a one ounce bottle at that and when she was finished with it she burped LOUD jus like her mama would.)
i know it’s hella cliche to [...]

possible baby names

girl:
amari valentina
amari because i just like the way it rolls of my tounge
valentina because the baby is due very near valentines day
The meaning of the name Valentina is Strength, Health
The origin of the name Valentina is Latin
kaydence astra meqell
kaydence because i love the name
astra because it is one of my best friends middle names
meqell [...]