i can hardly believe that a year of my life has already passed. it’s been the longest seeming year ever and the shortest seeming year at the same time. i dont know if that quite makes sense.
i think im going to resolve that my new year starts every year on june 1st.
i can say that [...]
it’s the first of the month
one year later
i probably wont remember march 12th for the rest of my life…but i might.
i’d just gotten back in sac from being at my grandma’s with my mom helping my grandma deal with my grandpa’s passing. my mom had actually said something about me going back to sac and her staying with my grandma for a [...]
my sweet valentine
my valentine showed up five days early. miss amari valentina meqel was born february 9th, 2009 at 2.49 am. she came out crying and ready for a bottle (lol a one ounce bottle at that and when she was finished with it she burped LOUD jus like her mama would.)
i know it’s hella cliche to [...]
originally written january 25th
i will wake up and realize that me loving you, leads me to acting out in the ways that harm myself. that me loving you wont ever go further than the fantasy world i play out in my head. and even though i know you are there for me, you really aren’t. most [...]
