i can hardly believe that a year of my life has already passed. it’s been the longest seeming year ever and the shortest seeming year at the same time. i dont know if that quite makes sense.
i think im going to resolve that my new year starts every year on june 1st.
i can say that [...]
it’s the first of the month
originally written january 25th
i will wake up and realize that me loving you, leads me to acting out in the ways that harm myself. that me loving you wont ever go further than the fantasy world i play out in my head. and even though i know you are there for me, you really aren’t. most [...]
