it’s the first of the month

i can hardly believe that a year of my life has already passed. it’s been the longest seeming year ever and the shortest seeming year at the same time. i dont know if that quite makes sense.
i think im going to resolve that my new year starts every year on june 1st.
i can say that [...]

my sweet valentine

my valentine showed up five days early.  miss amari valentina meqel was born february 9th, 2009 at 2.49 am.  she came out crying and ready for a bottle (lol a one ounce bottle at that and when she was finished with it she burped LOUD jus like her mama would.)
i know it’s hella cliche to [...]

rehab ruminations. 11/11/07

i did something last night that i have been doing for the last 14 nights in a row…and in doing so i realized i dont need to be anyone’s anything.
i have me, and as fucked up as i am in all my emotions and actions, i crack myself up. mind you i probably look [...]